To be
The drunken insights of my friends seem to make me out to be someone I don't feel I am anymore. Well, think what you like guys, we were all teenagers once, and we all did stupid things at one point or another, and probably will again.
I do still resemble that flirty mack who would hit on everyone in some ways, i'm not a completely different person, but i'm not the same. Maybe some would see me as boring, I don't really care.
There's more happening behind the scenes that you're not hearing about, and one of the things I have maintained from my highschool days is not particularly caring what people think of me.
If life is a game, do I want the high score? I've never been one to ever try to get the high score in any game, much less this one. I only care if the game is fun or not and if i'm enjoying it. Any high score I obtain is merely a result of me enjoying the game enough to acheive it. High Score are a more malleable concept in life as well, since you get to choose which score you care about.
I'm about ready to get the hell out of here and go back to waterloo, i've gotten entirely less done this weekend than I want to, and a lot of that needs to be rectified tomorrow.
Hope all is Well Jon, sorry I'm not going to be around, somehow I think you'll be ok.
1 Comments:
yeah, everything is fine, i am an ass, it seems.
in regards to comments made, you can trust that i know you are not the same person you were in high school, i think all of us have changed, notably.
i think you misunderstood my half-joking, drunken ramblings on the concept of a high score in life. i was not trying to indicate that one must be some kind of fiscal success, or famous, or whatever to have lived a good life. i was merely saying, or trying to, that everyone should have the drive to live a good life, to their own specifications, otherwise what the hell is the point.
and the god-mode comment was really just a function of drunkenly extending the metaphor for laughs.
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